monster cock problems - x rated

Dear HH. I have an enormous cock. It is just over 11 inches.

it is also very thick, uncut and I also have big testicles as well.

I am 48 years of age, married - divorced and have had a disasterous sex life until I discovered guys. My dick was a joke at school with all the other boys wanting to see it, and when old enough to start dating girls - my reputation went before me and while some girls were curious, I never managed to actually loose my virginity until I was 27 and that was with a paid sex worker who I had met and discussed my problem with and she was more than happy to play with my size. It was the first fuck of my life and the most wonderful experience.

Believe me, I wanted more but could not afford to pay over and over and as I found it hard to find a girlfriend after they heard about or saw my dick, I went without. I eventually met a girl and we married on the understanding that it was a problem for her and that we would ' do other things' but wanking all the time - I might as well be alone - and while we did manage to have two children, as soon as the second was born the sex life didn't drop off, it vanished completely. She divorced me because of ' unreasonable behaviour' - claiming I was physically abusive sexually - and when I pointed out to the judge at the proceedings the real reason, the smirk on the judges face made the whole court laugh and it was thrown out, but the divorce was granted but NOT because of what she had asked for at all, but because of a breakdown in communication ( so mutual responsibility for the breakdown in the relationship and the judge did not let her pin the blame on me alone as it was largely no one's fault. ).

Four years ago I was in a public lavatory taking a piss when this guy beside me - who I knew was looking at my dick while I peed, boldly told me he would love me to fuck him long and deep and I was -

a) shocked - partly at his boldness and largely because I had never experienced anything or anyone like this before -

b) excited - I had a stiffy within seconds of him saying this and I was so excited I became all jittery as if I was cold...

and B won the day as he led me into a cubicle and within minutes I was balls deep fucking his ass and OH MY GOD JOHN, after so few fucks and where all I ever heard was ' It's too big it hurts - you'll have to stop' - and this young guy was backing onto me and pushing for deeper and I just shot my load so quickly - my legs were shaking, my voice was all stuttery and I was over the fucking moon and it seemed, so was he. He seemed in second heaven.

He was very keen for more so we met later that evening and I have to admit that while my dick was hard all afternoon remembering what had just transpired and how easy it was to get in nice and deep and keep it in there, nice and deep, and to be able to fuck away until I came, nice and deep, he was as thrilled as I was.

We met a lot after that and while I always considered myself straight, sexually I will fuck any hole that can take my dick and had always been ashamed and embarrassed about exposing myself but soon learned that on the gay scene, I had what many were gagging for and I learned all about COCK AND BALL WORSHIP - and through this guy I met all sorts of other gay men who also valued what I have and my life has never been the same.

I now enjoy a really good and healthy sex life with just a few guys who like to bounce around on it for an hour or two and do you appreciate what a thrill, after so many false starts, it is to actually have a decent sex life and where people are not putting me down because of my size, but actually all over me like a rash BECAUSE of my dick, and I absolutely love it.

I now enjoy the occasional, and even with gay men this is only occasional, deep sucking where most can only accommodate about a 1/3 of its length but occasionally I meet someone with no gag reflexes and I can face fuck, and that is so new to me, and now in my 50's I am enjoying the best sex life ever.

I still see myself as a straight man and am attracted to women and watch straight porn sometimes while fucking a man, and I do like young guys in their 20's - 30's with long hair and smooth smooth smooth, and have no problem with gay men and am very pleased to have entered into a world I would never have any knowledge of if it wasn't for that one chance brave soul in the toilet some years ago.

Mark

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John Bellamy Answers: Shame I didn't know you when I ran the escort agency as you would have - and still could - earn a fortune working in the sex industry and could find women to fuck as well who would not complain at all.